Day 4: A Chore

When did masturbation become a chore? When I was 9 I could spend entire days masturbating. It was pretty much my favorite thing to do ever. And here we are at day four of the 31 Day No Hitachi Challenge and it already feels like a chore.

For day four I left it too late again. Not because I didn’t have the time, but because I was procrastinating. As if it was a test I needed to study for or something else not enjoyable.

The Toy

I only had one option left in my arsenal (this will change soon), the Eroscillator. This was another toy that when I acquired it I felt like the Hitachi was spoiling me for all other toys. This one, even in the midst of Hitachi abundance, could get me so close to orgasm, but could never quite push me over the edge. It has a different feeling than most other vibrators because it oscillates instead of vibrates and it’s also pretty much the ugliest vibrator ever made. I’m really not sure why they couldn’t have made it look much nicer.

Thoughts

By the time I used it last night I just didn’t have much hope of getting off, nor was I even able to come up with any sort of fantasy. I tried a few, but I just didn’t have it in me. So in other words, last night I masturbated because I HAD to. That’s a sad statement.

But it did not have a sad effect, in fact it was quite the opposite. I used the Eroscillator for 8 minutes and then gave up. However, I noticed a marked increase in my libido afterwards. Had I had any energy I would’ve wanted to start again. Had my wife and I both had the energy I definitely would’ve wanted to have sex. I had that tingling feeling in my genitals that so rarely happens any more and is just one of the many symptoms to my loss of libido. The Eroscillator seems to be a great kick starter. Also, it just feels really good in general so I will definitely continue to use it throughout this 31 day challenge.

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